Being in life without wanting the world
7 September 2024 — 13 October 2024
On Saturday, September 7th, we held an intimate ribbon-cutting ceremony to open Jasmine Zhang’s exhibition, I Dream About Finding a Lotus Pond. Jasmine will be working in the gallery, using the space as a studio and rehearsal space, through October 13th. The exhibition is meant to be collaborative, highly improvisational, and with a focus on performance. October 10th-11th, from sunset to sunrise, Jasmine will be performing Shine for U at the gallery. (This performance will be best viewed from across the street.)
*To mark the culmination of Jasmine’s time working in the gallery, Jasmine and her collaborators—Silas Morrow, Connor Tomaka, Yiliu, Edan, and Harley Healy—will be sharing a series of performances at the gallery on Sunday, October 13th, beginning at 3 PM.
“I used to suffer a lot from insomnia, but I have not lately. I always have a home to go back to, but there are a lot who don’t. I have been thinking about being a candle, but thanks to postmodernity, I can simply be an electric light. If you walk past Climate Control tomorrow night, anytime from sunset to the next sunrise, I will turn on the lights for you when you walk by, and turn them off when you have passed, just like an automatic detecting light. I hope I can shine for you, not only for a night.”
-Jasmine
Shine for u
October 10th-11th, 2024
Couple days ago I was talking with a mutual friend of both me and jasmine, he told me he doesn’t understand what jasmine is doing, he implied artists tried too hard to be cool. I don’t understand how our perception on the same thing can be so different.
The following days I’ve been constantly thinking about the idea of misreading, confronting different trauma and self projection, in a way everything we perceive is a mixture from memory and experience.
Fact 1: we started to know each other early this year, at that time we were both depressed.
Misreading: first impression: jasmine is a quiet and calm person.
Fact 2: language is a tool.
Misreading: The accuracy of information needs to meet modernity’s demand for efficiency. Language, as a carrier of information, becomes increasingly singular in meaning through constant refinement and categorization. Language is neatly tamed; when people speak or think, this structure weaves into the everyday, existing every moment. However, this structure is a hallucination that provides safety; the impermanence and chaos of its nature are forgotten. Yet poets’ nomadic lands still try to find different connection points, creating a spectacle.
Fact 3: translation
Misreading: I’m a foreigner, translation happened in my mind every second I tried to make people understand me. At the same time, as I use another language for a longer time, the language of the voice in my head also changes. Over time, the work of translation decreases. Slowly, English trained my brain bit by bit.
Fact 4: Jasmine did a collaboration with Sophie Appel at Et al on May.24. Instead of reading it, Jasmine improvised her poetry The World’s Largest Cherry Pie.
Misreading: sequence of words were reformed to the vibration directed from the body, in connection with the readers in a physical way, bodily reaction ahead of the thinking happened. The meaning shifts again and again during conversation like the game of Chinese whisper. Why not just sing it?
Fact 5: Jasmine is doing a good translation work.
Misreading: Jasmine is trying to help others.
Fact 6: Jasmine’ performance piece Shine for U happened on 10.10 sunset to 10.11 sunrise at Climate Control. She played an motion detecting light but operated the light manually when people passing by.
Misreading: Motion detecting lights must have a different opinion to Jasmine after the whole night working. The interaction that arises when the audience knows this is manual labor—participants’ behavior shifts from merely passing by to stopping out of curiosity and giving more active feedback as they face the automatic lights. Contemporary society keeps manufacturing products to make life more convenient and efficient, while people living within it repeatedly use it as a decorative landscape. Imagine the curiosity and interaction of someone seeing an automatic light for the first time.
I understand that the mis reading is also my own projection in connection with my personal understanding of jasmine, and the past experiences. I see her practice as a question instead of answers, in pushing audiences back to the state of kids, only curious. I believe feelings can reside in ambiguity, the gap of meaning and reasons. Jasmine translates in different ways, establishing new connections. Impermanence and chaos are still present, and regardless of how misreadings occur, they can be seen as a humorous offering.
-Yiliu
Ribbon cutting ceremony and dinner at the gallery
September 7,2024
I Dream About Finding a Lotus Pond, 2024
with Silas Morrow, Connor Tomaka, Yiliu, Edan and Harley Healy
Performed at Climate Control, October 13, 2024
It is particularly meaningful for Jasmine to inaugurate our second season of exhibitions, as her opening coincided with the gallery’s first anniversary. Jasmine was my first studio visit after opening the gallery, and her work has continuously served as a teacher and a guide when thinking about what the galley could be and the art we hope to share. Her piece Toast, performed last year in the gallery, was beautiful and virtuosic balanced by a profound absurdity. Performed days after October 7th, it still holds me when trying to make sense of the state of the world today. When we opened last year, I aspired to find ways to exhibit performance art and support performance artists in sustained, meaningful ways, beyond one-night events or short-term engagements. Hosting an interdisciplinary artist like Jasmine for five weeks has offered us a dynamic creative, and to an extent pedagogical, opportunity as she has used the space to perform, experiment, and collaborate.
When we opened I would daydream about how the gallery could be a place where the healing arts and contemporary art could somehow blend. During the initial weeks of Jasmine’s exhibition, most of my time with her was spent talking about and doing energy work. Jasmine had brought a Moxibustion box back from China that we used on my stomach and back, which she left for me to continue using daily. In Traditional Chinese Medicine, the stomach is considered a center where we process emotions and is thought to function as a battery for our chi. I have been using the Moxibustion box frequently since the opening of the exhibition and it has significantly helped my anxiety and reduced the dark circles I have had under my eyes since I was a child. Sometimes I have been conflicted about Jasmine possibly prioritizing my well-being over her exhibition. I have been uncomfortable admitting vulnerability and accepting care. I do not believe Jasmine personally views her healing work with me as art. And, sadly for someone who runs an art space, labeling this healing act as “art” might have detracted from the genuine feeling of care I felt.
Over the years the more I have engaged with the arts professionally, and economically, the more experiences I have had with what one might call the “art world,” the more challenging it has been to keep my encounters with art from feeling superficial. This experience with Jasmine, her forcing me to slow down and prioritize my energetic health, which is very much connected to the health of the gallery and all we do here, has been like a healing salve. It has been a positive nourishing energy that will stay with me and the gallery for a long time.
Thank you, Jasmine.
-Nico